I'm starting to get frustrated with myself. Frustrated at the fact that I have no self control. And as I realized after watching "the biggest loser" is that, saying you have no self control is just an excuse. Everyone has self control you just have to make the choice to use it.
Now when I say I have no self control I mean in regards to what I eat. I love food. Junk food. And every day I wake up with complete confidence that I am going to start eating healthy. Then somehow every day I end up doing worse.
I am determined today to make the change for real. No excuses. If I want to get back to how I was before I had Brooklynn, or close at least I need to make the choice to have the self control.
I really need to just not be lazy and search healthy recipes and actually cook for myself rather than giving in to mac n cheese even though it's delish!
I want to be healthy. I want to be healthy for my family. Especially my little girl and my future children. I want to be around for a long time and I want to be energetic with them too. I don't want to feel tired after running around for a few minutes. I want to be involved.
So I need to get healthy. Like I've wanted to for the past year and a half.
I need to make the choice.